Monday, February 05, 2007

welcome back :)

I realize that a lot of people (and by that I mean the 6 that were reading it…hi mom:) have probably given up on our blog. There were those few weeks after our last post that you checked in to see if anything new had been posted…nope. And after about a month and a half you probably just stopped checking. A small part of me experiences a certain kind of freedom in that realization. I could probably write almost anything and chances are no ones gonna read it for a very long time. A lot has happened over the past 5 months since I have stopped posting. Nothing monumental…just some growing pains, some funny stories, and some special moments. As I reflect on the pictures that rush to my mind, these are some key memories that emerge:

Making a coffee table with dad.
Lots of time in airports.
Snow.
Skiing with my new favorite ski buddy Shmem.
Mid-day chats with mom.
Sitting on the couch reading for hours upon hours.
Bears football.
Watching my sister live in a world that I remember so well, and making it her own.
Class.
Forming new friendships w/ Whitney, Nicole, Brent, Jen and others.
Resurging old friendships.
Snow.
Make-your-own-pizza night.
Loving Dallas (the girl not the city) even more than I already did.
Facebook.
Midterms and Finals.
Snow.
Being forced to redefine “home”.
Doing life in a very beautiful place.
Saying hello and goodbye to my grandpa for what felt like the last time.
Kenya, Uganda and Sudan.
Discovering that Rocky is so much more than a boxer with a low IQ.
Snow.
Being played the fool and forced to dig into a part of me that was uncharted territory.
J. Crew.
A new found phone date with Monica.
Learning a little more about what community is and what it takes.
Becoming more and more ok with myself.
Mark never ceasing to amaze me with his patience, humility, and kindness.

They’re just snapshots but they represent a life. A life that, by the grace of God, is being lived. I look 5 years ahead and the uncertainty is so scary. I look 5 months behind and I see the growth, the friends, and the experiences that I deeply long for but don’t even know how to pray for. And for that, in this moment, at this second, I am very thankful. Period.

ok, back to studying…

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Your mom isn't the only one who checks religiously. I miss getting to talk to you. This isn't nearly as good, but it suffices. Did you go to Africa?
Emily Allen

monica noel said...

yay, you're back. just can't get enough of those meyers. love you so.

krickardblog said...

Well freakin' finally! Hey guys! We miss you.
Love, Your Seattle friends

Lindsey and Mark said...

I stand corrected on no one reading our blog for a long long time! feeling very loved:) sorry about the absence!!

Lindsey and Mark said...

...and Emily, I miss talking to you too! I do a lot of studying in the apt. and when I'm needing a serious people interaction study break...well there's no pretty green office right around the corner.

How's life??

And no, I didn't go to Africa. I've just been thinking and hearing about it a lot. Let's talk or email soon!!

Anonymous said...

do you still have the same cell #?
EAllen

Ryan said...

I am also a dedicated reader of your blog and have missed an update. I would love to see more pics too :)

Mark, I tried to email you a month ago but it got returned saying that it was undeliverable? I should just call you but can you shoot me an email sometime?

Love you guys,
Ryan

Scott said...

i as well have missed the post...i mean who can really get a enough hotpants and marky action, not I! So keep posting and write something funny that makes me laugh!

Anonymous said...

Make that 7 people who read your blog...

good stuff

- Kevin